i have a feeling 2014 is going to be a grand year, and you know what? i've been saying at the closing of every year that every new year will be grand, and though i have a lot to be thankful for, i have to say the past few years have been rough. but we trudge through. and when things don't change, we either do something about it or we don't. i've decided to do something about it. i'm only 85-90% sure about the decisions i'm about to make, which is enough to say something about it, but it's not 100% so i will keep them to myself for now. and if nothing changes, well, i'll be eating my words.

there are surprises ahead. i've never felt so excited and scared at the same time.